My Lost Self

i was looking for myself, everywhere. but it was nowhere to be found. i found nothing. only dust. here and there. a very dear friend of mine, asked me to take some time off and ponder over every twisted ways in my life tht ive been through. then i finally saw something, someone. deep inside. in the midst of everything, sitting at a dark corner, hugging knees up to her chin, shivering.

then, she looked up, staring right into my eyes, making my heart shivers. she's trying to convey a message. something. that only i can understand. 

she's me. the one that has been neglected. from long before. 

My Own World

all these while, ive been living in my own world. looking only at my own dreams. little did i know, lotsa other worlds are waiting to be discovered by me. 

but now, im stepping out. into the whole universe. n peeking into those tiny worlds of others n starting to see their dreams too. 

i now, no longer see a person in front of me. but the whole bunch, jumping n running around, around their own globes. 

which in the end, makes me feel like appreciating every single things tht i have around me even more. :')

Ungrateful

alhamdulillah. thank you again Allah for this superb gift that You have given to me. 

but being ungrateful me, i sometimes wanna throw the gift away. little did i realize that it has helped me in sooooooooooooooooooo many ways. :')

Doa Yang Termakbul

alhamdulillah doa aku dimakbulkan. :) but to ask for such a bad thing, n then dimakbulkan, i guess its not tht fun. :( so be careful of what u wished for.

setiap yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. n i guess i know why. thank you Allah. alhamdulillah. but to actually wait for the hikmah to show up, ive questioned few things. i did few things. which i know is kinda bad for myself. i do believe that hikmah will show up one day. its just a matter of time. but as a human being, i cnt help myself sometimes. i just cnt wait. i wanna hear the good news as soon as i can.

but little did i realize, Allah has prepared everything to be revealed at the very right moment. indeed.

subhanallah. alhamdulillah. allahuakbar.