Sunday, May 8, 2016

Adulthood 😏

Last week I went to Buffalo. And yes, for those who read my previous post would know that. Hahaha And I was thinking about posting this thing back then. But I realized that this blog was unattended for quite a while which made me write at least a wall or a line as a courtesy to you guys to separate stories of my life. 
Anyways...
During my flight to Buffalo, there were some slight turbulences, really minor, no worries. And there was this one stewardess named Theresa. She was serving drinks during the turbulence. At first she stopped serving for awhile, steadied herself and then kept serving. All these while the turbulence thing was happening. I was like, WOW!! Awesome stuffs. 
And when it was my turn to be served, I told her, "you are so awesome!! To be able to keep calm and serve us with all the turbulence." She smiled and said that they had been experiencing turbulence all morning so she kinda expected that to happen and were used to that. I was like, okayy. Then after that, she was really kind to me, asking me if I need anything else, yadda yadda. I was not sure whether she was kind to me because I made small talk with her, or she is kind in general.

Out of nowhere, I was like 😱. She treated me like I was an adult. That moment I realized, I am an adult now!! I am 23. And with how i dress (formal attire at that moment), she definitely saw me like an adult. Then it occurred to me that I can never excused myself for not doing things that I am supposed to do, to escape from my responsibilities anymore. For nobody, and nobody will ever see me like a kid anymore though I still feel like one. 
So during that one and half hour of journey, I told myself to grow up internally, to change my perceptions of myself to be more of an adult. Im still struggling, to see myself as one but I am getting there. I was a really responsible kid before (maybe, maybe not 😝), and something changed in me that made me feel like rebelling and not caring a single shit in this world. All these during the Dark Age of my life. But I guess with this, I now have to slowly ease my way out of this shit hole. With no string attached.

I guess this is just my way of saying, adulthood is real and it is getting nearer, people!! There's no more fooling around in shitsies anymore. The time for me has come. Yours maybe not. But eventually, it will. 😎     

Just look at how clean the earth is from above...
Just something to ponder upon...
Talking about God's creation, just imagine this earth is like this white canvas, and you are the creator of everything. Just like The Sims. Isn't it magnificent on how God made the earth to have some kind of a system, with different continents have different functions to the earth's system in general. The mountains, trenches, seas, soils, knowledge, etc. The land itself is unexplorable by a single human being, let alone the seas where the deepest of the deepest is still not known. And and how out of those earth's riches come multiple colorful cultures and people and traditions and beliefs.
So, you as the creator, would you be able to come up with these kind of awesome ideas of these symbiotic relationships, that intertwine with each other that made life possible and unimaginable on earth??

I often think of things like these that made me
dislike humans very much. 😌 
Humans are disgusting.

Saturday, April 30, 2016

New Chapter

It's been 2 years since I last posted here. So many things happened between now and then which might require me to create another blog just for that time period. 

Anyways, I am currently sitting somewhere, watching people finishing their maybe-not-so-typical Friday since it is gonna be the second last Friday that they will ever have here in SUNY University at Buffalo. And why am I here, you asked?? Just for fun, visiting a friend before graduation hits. And yeah. I ditched my Friday too, with all the possible group projects needed to be finished by Monday. And another reason why I am so free despite me being here in Buffalo. I got ditched by the very same person I am visiting as she needed to finish her group project. The irony. Hahaha But worry not. She'll be here in another half hour. Or maybe by the time I finish this piece. 

Ahhh. This carefree feeling. When will you ever get this again after your school/college life ends? Prolly not ever. 

The good news is, I'm back people!! Ready to entertain you with bits and pieces from my life. Hahaha Stronger than ever, without a care in this whole wide world. Judge away people, judge away. I would not give a FUCK about what you think, or feel, or say about me. Just try and throw me into the deepest trench again, maybe even deeper than the Mariana, and I will float my way up to the surface. 

WATCH ME!!