Hebrew 1 : 1-4

Haa kawan-kawan. Hari ini kita kembali lagi dalam rancangan... (bedushh) *tumbuk diri sendiri*

Okayy. So tonight I went to Blackhawk Church. Ohh yeahh. Now aku g church pulak. Apa?? Aku dah tukar agama ke hape?? Dah buang tebiat nak mampus g church bagai?? So what?? Kisah laa pulak aku orang nak kata apa pun. Lantak laa ngn depa tu.

I dont know why. But now I have been looking for Islam in a different direction. Not to say that I want to get out of Islam or anything. It is just that aku lebih senang nampak kelebihan Islam dan kekurangan diri aku ni bila aku dekat dengan Kristian. Again. I want to emphasize it is not how you see it. It is soo had to describe. Haiyaa. Whatever that is. Now we'll talk about Hebrew 1:1-4. 

In general, it is a very complicated but totally interesting verse of all (so far laa). 

1 In the past God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets at many times and in various ways 2 but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom also he made the whole universe. 3 The Son is the radiance of God's glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification of all sins, he sat down at the right hand of his Majesty in heaven. 4 So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs. 

Well, in short, the pastor gave me all the evidences that he could, from all the other verses, from the science point of view itself, in which I could say that I am impressed with his work. However, I am still me. Still critical with everything that I have in front of me. There is something in the explanations, in their believe that make me even more to not believe them. You could ask me personally if you want to coz I wont mention it here. 

Apart from that, in the culture point of view, aku sangat laa tertarik dengan cara mereka bawak agama mereka dalam kehidupan seharian, in which I really wish that I could do the same too. :'(

Another thing is that, mereka terapkan this kind of culture ever since the kids are small. Program2 kat church dorg pun bagus wa cakap lu. Teringat masjid di kampung halaman, hampehh. Bukan nak kutuk masjid tu, tapi masyarakat setempat dan budaya yang kita ada. Kalau laa nak buat benda yang sama kat negara tanah air tercinta, I wonder how long it would take. Might be forever.

And again, maybe aku dah mention benda ni banyak kali. Tapi bila mereka sebut puji-pujian to their Jesus, nampak khusyuk beb, nampak ikhlas sungguh. Kita hado?? Mau selawat golek2, gelak2, guling2, cuit kanan kiri. 

But actually, despite all these things, I still have a lot of questions that I want to ask them. But somehow I feel inappropriate to ask them coz these questions that I have in mind sangat laa provocative?? racist?? offensive?? I dont know the right words to use to describe it. :/ Whatever that is. 

And there is also something that I learn tonight about Jesus and their rituals which maybe I will share it with you guys in the next post. Keywords : The Last Supper.

Mata mengantuk sudah. Katil panggil sudah. Kerja sekolah tidak siap pula. Lantak laa. Yang penting, esok discussion calculus 3 pada 7.45pg aku datang. That is even more precious than the homework itself. Ehh tak. Both are important but by going to the discussion, I'll get something even more than squeezing my brain for something that is hard for it to interpret. :D