Of God's Love, His Righteous Path, Wandering Heart, Curious Mind and Barren Soul

It was during class today. I got a message again from him. 

"Chicken wish bones out the window no matter what it looks like we've gotten 

we've got Gods favor through Jesus"

I just dont know why. But I felt so disturbed by it. I feel like something is trying to tell me something. But I just dont get it. Im confused. I understand nothing. At all. So on my way back from school today, I took a detour from my usual path home. I used the Lakeshore path instead. 

It was almost maghrib. So the lake, the scenery was a total bliss. 

Of God's love

 Can you see God's love through this pic?? It was one of the nicest thing, nicest art that He gives us on this destructive earth. Look at how He created the world. Out of perfection. But we, human, tend to destroy it. Then terfikir pulak pasal peralihan siang dan malam. Cant you see how beautiful is that?? Subhanallah. 

His righteous path

Just an analogy. Imagine that this is His. 

اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ

 It is not that straight like literally straight either. But along the path, untuk kembali ke Dia, it is not that hard, but it is not that easy either. I would say that it is tricky. I dont know how to explain it. But yeahh. Berliku-liku. Itu sudah pasti. But the end journey of it would be blissful. 

Wandering heart

This somehow portrays my heart the best. It has been wandering here and there. It is a lil bit confused now. Idk. But I know I can see the light from far below. It is just that Im currently stuck here, in between teh trees, in between the bushes. It is quite a long road, tricky. I wonder what would happen to me if Im lost in the middle of the journey. My heart is literally wandering right now. Im confused, bewildered.

Curious mind

This also could be used to represent me. Yess as the caption says. Im curious about everything. Every single freaking thing. And I am freaked out. 

UWAAA~ 

Barren soul

Yuppy. Again. The caption says it all. All of them do. This is what I feel now. Empty inside out. I feel like nothing. 

EXPOSED

Every single branch in my heart is. I dont know how to explain it. You figure it out. But yeahh. 

The journey made me ponder upon every thing. I am even more confused now.

O God, letakkanlah aku di bawah naungan kasihMu, rahmatMu. 

Protect me. Amin.